8 days passed..
But it's still so hard to believe he's gone,
without letting anyone of us have any chance to say goodbye..
Whenever I see vivian, esther, carol & rosabelle,
he'll keep appearing in my mind.
And whenever I read abt how sad they were,
my tears keep flowing like nobody's business.

Rosabelle asked me if i'm coping well with it just nw.
I nodded.
But I guess,
my actions and my heart doesn't really tally.
It's really hard to describe how much I miss him though.
I kept imagining things lately.
Imagining if he would come out of nowhere all of a sudden;
imagining if he would whisper anything to my ear;
imagining if he would come into my dream, and tell me hw much he misses everyone of us..

Someone, help me get over it.
I just can't stop thinking....
I really really miss him....